Fifteen Shades of Gay (For Pay) by T. Baggins

Author:T. Baggins
Language: eng
Format: epub, azw3, mobi
Publisher: Voodoo Lily Press
Published: 2012-10-21T09:14:12+00:00

Chapter 10

The next two weeks passed quickly. With Connie now settled in Marie’s apartment, Andrew had more free time than he’d enjoyed in weeks. He did a few extra jobs for Wasserman, none of which included being groped, caught up on his email, and updated his manuscript, Fifteen Shades of Gay (For Pay), to the point when he’d called Paresh to apologize. After that, Andrew found himself looking at a white digital page and a blinking cursor. Paresh’s attempt to dominate him, the spanking and the confusion of pain, long-buried shame and arousal was impossible for Andrew to distill into words. It crossed his mind to booty-call Monica and reaffirm what he’d once taken for granted: that sex with girls felt good to him, that even the plain vanilla missionary position could still get him off. But that would have been using Monica, not for their mutual pleasure but solely to quiet his doubts. He needed to talk to someone. Cormac texted him every day or so, but Andrew couldn’t imagine discussing the spanking with him, much less how he’d finished inside Paresh. That was what made Andrew most ashamed, how he’d pounded away at the other man, savoring the control and feeling vindicated, as if all his humiliation transferred into Paresh with those final spurts. And Sven’s presence had made it even better, as if Andrew had proven himself somehow, a cur crudely marking his territory in a bigger dog’s territory.

“Thank goodness,” Marie said when Andrew sent Connie on an afternoon sightseeing tour which included Ellis Island and the Statue of Liberty. Today was a good day, meaning Marie was propped up on the sofa instead of her bed. She much preferred the living room, where she could look out the window or watch TV on a full-size screen instead of her phone. “I’m glad Mom’s here. I really am. Except for the times I want to choke the life out of her.”

“Yeah, well, we haven’t had much private time. Did you already finish the mommy porn trilogy?”

Marie shook her head. “I swear, I can’t see up close anymore. Dr. Czarnecki says I probably have cataracts. Apparently it’s no big deal, just something that goes with chemo. Once I’m well enough, I can have them removed and see perfectly again.”

Andrew nodded, though inside he made a mental note to Google cataracts. Weren’t they a symptom of old age? His vision had always been 20/20. How strong was Marie that she could accept this, another loss, another diagnosis, another surgery on the horizon?

“I’ll read to you,” he said. “Good thing Mom’s not around. I don’t think I could do it with her listening in.”

“I don’t know why. She’s read the trilogy. Who do you think recommended it to me?”

Andrew gulped. He never discussed erotic movies and magazines with Connie or Jake. In fact, the idea of Jake recommending a sexy book to heat up his son’s lonely nights was deeply unsettling. Maybe it was a mother-daughter thing, something the XY brigade couldn’t fathom?

Andrew read aloud until he reached yet another spanking scene.

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